Hey! Since you check 100 times a day just to “make sure I’m alive” but you clearly don’t care in any real way anymore. Enjoy whatever it is that you’re looking for here. Anything that was is no longer there. All the old remnants and antiques of us here or anywhere don’t amount to a pile shit. You really aren’t much to be dumb and in love with anyways mister “Study abroad with regular attendance at shitty state public college” get the fuck out. Actually get the fuck over yourself and drop your ever-so-present distorted ego. I have more potential in my left pinkie than you contain in half of whatever it is that you call yourself. A young man? You really seemed to think that “Yeah, I know for sure what I’m doing.” “I’m in control and shes just a dramatic, lingering, ex that irritates me” “I don’t need any of what she’s trying to solve because being young is just EVERYTHING to me and I don’t care about the future because I need to have this super cool experience of eating fast food for the 10000th time and watching a sporting event.” Think hard, or maybe don’t but if that isnt exactly the info you were looking to put out then really, I’ll scramble up a shitty apology for you but I doubt it. I think each little hint and clue towards what I am now finally accepting as the end was well received by me and I comprehended them beautifully but you know good ole me. Always having that bullshit most girls would’ve lost after the path and history we’ve made. Hope. You see even now I’m still harboring hope writing this. A hope for our relationship in the times to come. The only thing different about the hope I have now is that this time I hope like god you get what you fucking deserve and that this royally irritates you and makes you think how I have for quite some time. Have the best of times creating loads of glorious “corny” as you loved to say, memories. There was control for what could’ve been ours. You did surprise me with that line but no matter, we won’t be speaking to clarify anyhow. Maybe if I’m as lucky as you are all the time with the “hoes & bitches” I can catch some rebound garbage too! LOL. On second thought maybe not. I’d rather keep some integrity over some intercourse. Do whatever, I mean me saying so isnt doing much but you get me. Responsibly though, my last comment is that truthfully we both have fucked up a deep endearment that had other routes… Later T.D.